unable to meet commitments

[PoorOldSpike]

..I am not in a good head space and sadly can't seem to get out of it, even though every one tells me I will..

If you feel you're going through a tunnel mate, the trick is to keep going..:)
We all get over anything but it takes time, for example a woman once walked out on me and I couldn't get her out of my head for 3 years, and my mother dropped dead in front of me which took a little getting over too..
Then I was unfairly jailed for a month on a vigilante rap and ended up living rough in a wood in 2002 but bounced back from that too.
We just have to roll with the punches life throws at us, the only way it'll keep me down is to nail me to the floor and it ain't never gonna happen..:)
It's a sh*tty world, always has been and always will be; if we accept that fact we've got it half-beat already..:)

"All creation groans in pain from the beginning til now" (Romans 8:22)