one of those days...
Ok./ so today my company I work for, PTI, decided that I am no longer needed for their business plan.. I have been removed from the OOB...
M-___*^$%#$%#$%#Fu...^%#$ bas_____$%^$^$#^$#% *Please enter any "racial derogatory" phase you may muster up personally for self satisfaction... * Just for F$##@ks sake... and not admit to it.. I understand.
really I do.. but I let them feckers have it... I did.. the Irish in me, I say...
I can only compare the feelings of ummm...WTF..!? some of us have better luck than others I guess, I on this hand , I have been dealt a "FU" hand of cards and have to live on with it, while the agony prevails.. I am at peace Bros.. Cuz I no longer am 24/7 on call...Peace at last, work wise, but with a heavy heart, as I am not PROVIDING for my family.
Ok so I DID drink 4 Shots worth of 189% everclear with peach cranberry .... WHOO HOO.. and the world.. and life.. so to speak.. is floating on a cloud of "HUH"..
No pity party wanted.
Just wanted to share with the best pals there is on the web.
The Past.. I know I left in a huff , I felt too, just like you did
The Present.. I felt closure, I hope you can relate?
The Future.. Every day is a new day, I will awaken and LIVE it.
Dev
unemployed, drunk, and don't give a rat's ass.. I got games, Life is good... the bills.. well Feck... everything comes around full circle, mates.
Game On.
Faith Divides Us, Death Unites Us.
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